Bad manners #MM #AIDS

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I’ve always known that I was a nosey bollix.

But to be honest I don’t care.

My view is that you can always tell me to feck off and mind my own business.

Though right now, I’m feeling a bit of guilt.

Like I need to learn some manners.

You see I had to ask.

Are you poz?

Now I know what you’re thinking.

Pat your dumb ignorant fuck!

And you’re right.

But when a sub asks you to get nasty with him its best to ask.

Now don’t get me wrong.

I always take precautions.

Regardless…..

But when a Sub is particularly kinky and Submissive….

I can’t help but think that the good times have caught up with him.

So what if he’s poz?

How do I know if anyone is poz or not?

I should assume the worst and always suit up.

But…

If a lad tells you that he’s poz.

When faced with a life changing disease how do any of us react?

In my case, in the worst possible way.

To be brutally honest I’m Pozphobic.

How does that make me feel?

Strangely indifferent.

If I was accused of being racist or sexist I’d be mortified.

But Pozphobic?

Meh!

In my little mind its acceptable.

What does that say about me?

I should be ashamed, and I am, but am I going to change?

No.

So not only do poz lads have to cope with being HIV+,

They also have to cope with being fucked over by HIV- lads.

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