I’ve always known that I was a nosey bollix.
But to be honest I don’t care.
My view is that you can always tell me to feck off and mind my own business.
Though right now, I’m feeling a bit of guilt.
Like I need to learn some manners.
You see I had to ask.
Are you poz?
Now I know what you’re thinking.
Pat your dumb ignorant fuck!
And you’re right.
But when a sub asks you to get nasty with him its best to ask.
Now don’t get me wrong.
I always take precautions.
But when a Sub is particularly kinky and Submissive….
I can’t help but think that the good times have caught up with him.
So what if he’s poz?
How do I know if anyone is poz or not?
I should assume the worst and always suit up.
If a lad tells you that he’s poz.
When faced with a life changing disease how do any of us react?
In my case, in the worst possible way.
To be brutally honest I’m Pozphobic.
How does that make me feel?
If I was accused of being racist or sexist I’d be mortified.
In my little mind its acceptable.
What does that say about me?
I should be ashamed, and I am, but am I going to change?
So not only do poz lads have to cope with being HIV+,
They also have to cope with being fucked over by HIV- lads.